But the natural man receiveith not the Spirit of God; for they are foolishness unto him." 1st Corinthians 2:14
We can go out and try to save the world, but it will not do any good, because we are focused on the outcome instead of the income. Our focus must remain devoted to our Father so He may do as He pleases with our lives. Dying to ourselves, from the sinner's point of view, is not a pleasant experience, it is a disciplined conscious choice. We choose to seek our Father's presence out of Faith. We must have the desire for something more than what the flesh can satisfy. We are mortal creatures, we did not create the flesh, or its desires. God created us with a soul and a spirit and put us in our body, this tent of flesh, to dwell on this earth. We are here to choose whom we will serve. Jesus paid the price of redemption so we could choose freely. Through God's Son's death on the cross we have been given access to our Holy Father. We can now see what was hidden before and that is our need. We are in great need of what redemption created. The need to be satisfied. It is erroneous for us to think we cannot overcome the temptations of the flesh. We do not have to, Jesus did it for us, "It is finished." This is God's Son in whom God is well pleased. It is a huge mistake to think we will have any kind of satisfaction doing what we please; nothing could be farther from the truth. If we believe we are made in God's image, why do we seek to please ourselves? If we believe the battle has already been won, why do we have such a difficult time surrendering all? We know the way, yet we cannot for the life of us seem to stay on the path. I believe we are focused on the pain of surrender so much, we do not even get close to the joy of abandonment. What are some of your best days? Think honestly about this, for those who love the Lord, it will always be days of complete, selfless abandonment. Days spent in God's presence, days being poured out for His glory. Let me give an example here.
Here is a day by what I tell you our flesh side would think was not good but our spirit would rejoice and count it for good. A few years ago I asked God for one thing for Christmas, Oh that I might be a blessing to someone. Little did I realize what I was asking. You see I thought of the joy and didn't realize it might be painful as well. Now I am so blessed for the pain I felt; that pain was the love of Jesus in my heart! Huh? Keep reading. On Christmas Eve I arrived at my sister's house for the family celebration, asking around about when others would be arriving. One of my sisters would be late, for she was looking for her dog. She took the dog to be bred and it got out of the yard. My sister always stayed with the dog but it was so close to Christmas and she had errands to run. If only she knew the much-loved dog would get out and try to find its way home you couldn't have paid her to leave. My heart had a sudden feel of urgency, yet my sister arrived and we celebrated Christmas with the dog remaining missing. To make matters worse, the day after Christmas my sister and her family had to fly to Florida to work a horse show. I, however did not. You guessed it, I made signs, went door to door in this rural community looking for this dog to no avail. The next day I did the same; nothing else seemed to matter but my sister's family and their heartrending concern for their beloved dog. The day ended with a heavy heart. I found the dog in a ditch by the highway. She had been hit and the only comfort at this point was it looked like she didn't suffer, death looked immediate. I experienced a flood of emotions, anger, grief, and disbelief that this is how God let me be a blessing. What was worse I had to call my sister in Florida and break her heart more with the news. My husband whom I love so much and who looked with me for the two days buried the dog in the back yard where my sister told us to put her. I put an angel on top so she would know where she was. Yes, it was one of my best days and I wouldn't trade it for anything because through the pain I could see God. I asked to be poured out and yet I was the one who was blessed. When you look at life through spiritual eyes, loving others selflessly whether in sad times or good times, they will always be your best days. We cannot be poured out for others if we are not joyfully abandoned to God. I don't know about you but it is the only way I can see that I can live and not be crushed by this world.
Heavenly Father I pray we all will see through the redemption of Jesus, the true need which is satisfied only in total abandonment of this life, in this fleshly tent here and now. By remaining in constant fellowship and praise to our Father, we can rejoice, in difficulties, hardships, and persecutions if the life we now live we live through Christ who died so we might know how. May we go willingly into the fire for God's glory and the purifying of our souls. In Jesus name I pray amen.
Love to all in Christ Jesus C:)